All of my life I’ve had a fascination with guns. I used to follow my uncles to the range and sit there with sheer fascination. Every time a gun would go off, it would send goosebumps through my body. Back then, I knew when I got older I wanted a job where I’d be able to use weapons, responsibly. I think I was the only little girl who had dreams of being a detective or sharp shooter. Go figure. Instead of Barbie dolls, I had G.I. Joe toys and toy guns. I never bothered to play with my younger sisters, but my younger brother and I got along because we were always playing cops & robbers or some sort of make believe army game.

Fast forward 20-something years later.

No, I’m not in Law Enforcement or the military, but I still have a secret love of weapons. Only a few people in my family know about it, I hardly ever mention it to friends. One of my best friends in the area is on the SWAT Team for the Secret Service and when he found out about my shooting skills a few years ago, he couldn’t believe it. I happened to tag along with him to target practice one day, and asked if I could give it a ‘try’, unbeknownst to him I wasn’t an amateur.

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From that day on, I’ve had a new range partner. On my 30th birthday he gave me and nice shiney new toy (pictured above). Needless to say, minus the day I gave birth to my son, that was one of the most happiest days of my life.
There is always going to be the argument over the right to bear arms. What people fail to realize is that a gun is an inanimate object. It’s the person behind the gun that pulls the trigger to kill someone. If the gun is just laying there, chances are it’s not going to cause any one harm.
For the record, I am not a member of the NRA. Just a responsible and licensed gun owner. Most people who are licensed gun owners don’t even own one out of the sheer aspect of possibly shooting a would be intruder, but for the sport of it. Chances are, if I owned a motorcycle, the chances of me killing myself or someone else with it is greater.
Of course there are criminals out there with access to fire arms. But, there are also the criminals masquerading around in police uniforms who have access to them as well. I’m not sure which is the lesser evil. But if there’s a chance that I can protect myself from either of them, I’m willing to take it.
It’s funny how alot of people nowadays claim to be ‘color blind’. I always hear cliches thrown around about how ‘love sees no color’, ‘everyone is created equal’ and the like. Well let me be the first to admit, that no, I am not color blind. The color lines for me were clearly defined at a very young age. If we lived in a utopian society, of course those cliches or sayings would ring true, but unfortunately that is not the case.

If I was color blind, I wouldn’t notice the looks I receive by other men and women, when I’m out with my friend Jeff, who happens to be white, and we’re playfully holding hands.

If I was colorblind, I wouldn’t notice how certain schools in the Maryland school system with a larger number of black students have some of the lowest test scores in the state.
If I was colorblind, I’d actually would believe that there’s no such thing as “Racial Profiling” and I could look pass the fact that my friends who drove down from New Jersey, weren’t only pulled over because they were black and driving a pretty expensive car, but I’d actually believe the excuse the cop used, “Ma’am, your license plate isn’t visible”. I guess that little speckle of dirt that was on a bright yellow NJ plate really caused him some problems.
If I was color blind, I wouldn’t notice that on a recent trip to Atlanta, as I was checking in to my 5 star hotel, that the customer service I received from the front desk attendants, who happened to be black as well, was garbage in comparison to the customer service that the 3 three white men in suits who followed behind me received, along with their complimentary limo ride around Buckhead, which no one made mention to me.
If I was color blind, I wouldn’t take notice on the fact that I’ve lived in my current house since August, but my neighbors haven’t as much as raised the heads to acknowledge my existence even when I speak to them, but when my grandmother visited a few months ago and they noticed she was ‘one of them’, they were all to eager to help her out in my yard.

So, my question is, do I need to get rid of the color I have, in order to be ‘color blind’? Because it definitely seems that the majority of the people I know who are always hollering that they’re colorblind tend to lack melanin and would never have issues like the ones I pointed out about. Ponderous indeed.

Emily King- Color Blind

Yes, We Can!

Yes, We Can!

Affecting Change!

Recently I’ve read quite a few blogs in regards to the government, basically revolving around how the government is corrupt..etc..etc. People still voicing concerns about the war, and rightfully so. Last night, I hung out with my an ex of mine and one of the reasons why he’s a breath of fresh air for me sometimes, even though I still consider him one of the biggest assholes I know, he understands the meaning of “AFFECTING CHANGE”.

Basically, DON’T TALK ABOUT IT, BE ABOUT IT!

Anyone can sit behind a PC and complain about the government, about it wrongs, it’s conspiracy theories..etc..etc. But guess what? Until you play your role in AFFECTING CHANGE, nothing is going to change.

What truly burns me is complacent complainers. Yeah, the ones who are constantly complaining but haven’t done anything but benefit off the government that is so corrupt.

When was the last time you performed an act of change?

Protested against the war?

Joined a PIRG (Public Interest Rights Group)?

Wrote your state Senator?

Sat in on public congressional hearings?

Supported your local politicians?

Went out there in the trenches to encourage people to vote?

Or better yet, when was the last time you voted?

 

Until you’ve gotten into the mindset that you can affect change, there’s not much your complaining is going to accomplish.

Oh yeah, but I forgot. Most people are too busy to do anything concrete, but complain.

 

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I rarely write about politics or even discuss it once I leave my office, but really people, were you surprised to find out that there were no WMDs? Both Bush administrations have been filled with lies. So why is this such a shocker?

Since 2003, Bush has known about the lack of WMDs in Iran, but one lies leads to other lies, so of course he couldn’t tell the truth. Sure, everyone lie occasionally, but his lie has left countries ravaged, thousands on top of thousands lives have been lost and $567 billion dollar tab!

George Bush is the biggest Weapon of Ass Destruction!

Please people, no matter who you vote for, RESEARCH before you head to the ballots. Who knows, we could be going from the frying pan into the fire, as my grandmother says.

And to those who still support Bush, tsk. tsk. tsk. on YOU!

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